Dust to Dust- From the Series We Are Star Dust

It is a mind-boggling realization that we are composed of the same materials that make up stars, planets, and galaxiesThe revelation of our cosmic connection dawned upon me during a time of personal loss and contemplation. After the passing of my father, I found solace in observing and documenting the decomposition of flowers, witnessing the cycle of life and death. As I watched these once vibrant blooms wither away, I couldn’t help but contemplate the impermanence of life and the intricate web of existence.Through documenting the natural process of decay, I experienced a profound sense of catharsis, a release of emotions that allowed me to confront my grief. It was in these moments of reflection that I realized our physical bodies are not confined to this earthly realm but are intrinsically linked to the vast cosmos. We are part of a grand tapestry, connected to everything around us.Motivated by this personal experience, I embarked on a quest for a deeper understanding of our existence. Drawn to the ideas of reincarnation and rebirth, I delved into ancient philosophies and modern scientific theories that shed light on the nature of our being. It is fascinating to consider the possibility that our individual atoms and elements are recycled and redistributed throughout the universe, giving rise to new life forms and experiences.At the core of this concept lies the understanding that every atom in our bodies was once part of a star, forged in the fiery depths of stellar nurseries. These atoms, the building blocks of life, have journeyed through time and space, coming together to form the intricate biological systems that allow us to exist. In a very literal sense, we are made of stardust.

In twilight’s embrace, where dreams softly entwine,
I’ll paint you a portrait, a tale so divine.
Where flowers, once vibrant, now wither and decay,
As stars, like tears, fall, in celestial array.
 
In the realm of blossoms, where life dances free,
Petals bloom in colors, as sweet as can be.
But time weaves its threads, fate’s cruel, restless gust,
And innocence, like flowers, fades into dust.
 
The velvety rose, once blood red and flame,
Now whispers of longing and forgotten name.
Its petals, once fragrant, now crumble and fall,
As stars, teardrops glisten, in night’s cosmic sprawl.
 
Oh, witness the floral tapestry’s descent,
As nature exhales, its fleeting lament.
Each petal a memory, delicate and frail,
As stars, shimmering crystals, begin to exhale.
 
Gone is the splendor, the garden’s grand array,
Yet artistry flourishes in this grand decay.
For as flowers decompose, returning to earth,
The essence of beauty is granted rebirth.
 
And whilst stars shed their teardrops, in mournful delight,
Human hearts gather courage, their souls taking flight.
For within this fleeting beauty, we find solace and trust,
In this dance of decay, where the cosmos adjusts.
 
So, let the flowers wither, let stars continue to weep,
We’ll embrace their transformation, our sorrows shall keep.
For in this juxtaposition, where beauty meets despair,
Our souls are awakened, by the tapestry we wear.
 

Beyond the Sea- An augmented reality photo encaustic series.

 Beyond the Sea, is an ongoing series of digitally painted  black and white seascapes.Coated with a mixture of beeswax and tree resin -known as encaustic. Giving them luxurious, textured finish

With in each   photo I have  digitally painted the water with different hues of the illustrious pigment, ultramarine.As a lover of art and history, I am fascinated by the origins of paint ,Ultramarine  was traditionally made by grinding down lapis lazuli and derives its name from the Latin Ultramarinus which means  ‘Beyond the Sea’. – Hence the title of the series

During Covid pandemic ultramarine blue became a precious commodity with a limited supply and obtaining blue paint at the time was difficult. This as well as the shortage of Raw materials to produce colour photographic film and the difficulty of buying highlighted to me the state our resources are in and inspired me to create this series . I intentionally chose to display this captivating colour bl;ue in a digital form, showcasing its rarity and significance.

Beyond the Sea showcases the beauty of nature and the remarkable history of a prized pigment combined with  thought-provoking images which intend to stimulate and educate, instilling a desire for safeguarding and reverence of our planet’s wonders 

The Photos also activate an augmented reality filter which displays a 3 Dimensional layered animation I made with poetry composed by artificial intelligence.

To view the augmented reality filter : Use a computer to display Photo of Leave the Light On and scan the QRcode below with your phone to use the filter from my Instagram.View the Photo come to life through your phone.

To see more of Beyond the Sea series of Augmented Reality Encaustic photos they are currently being exhibited at Bourvardia Cocktail Bar Melbourne till the end of June.

Favourite Digital Photographs of 2022

Before I Share my favourite colour film photographs I took last year I thought I would do a post of my digital photographs particularly photos I created in response to 52 Frames a great weekly photography challenge I discovered last year .

I’ve attempted a few 52 week challenges over the years and have never succeeded this one was no different however i did get to 38 weeks before forgetting to do the photo and not continuing on.

I only realised when going through the photos to upload how many black and White Photos I took for the challenges . I’ve also added the theme

I’ve always enjoyed responding to briefs both professionally and with personal photography projects. However this year between work and focussing on creating a more cohesive portfolio and series of images I’m not committing to anything more than a post a week on here. You can also find me on instagram if you want to see more.

Favourite Black and White Film Photos 2022.

I am beginning the Year with my first post of 2023 on my neglected website by sharing 10 of my favourite black and white film photos i took in 2022.

I got back into film photography in 2021 and i enjoy experimenting with different techniques particularly double exposure , I develop the black and white film at home. I also shoot colour as well and may try and develop it at home too.I hope to create a portfolio of images either for an exhibition or a book this year.

I will also be updating my website and hope to post at least once a week and engage more in the community.

Looking forward to the year ahead.

Zoe xo

Sunday Stills

This weeks Sundays Still Challenge is a colour focussing on the colours quartz and diamond.

I have a few crystals I have collected over the years and was fortunate enough to find a crystal vein on our property years ago and collected alot of quartz crystals which unfortunately i have since misplaced.

Though as quartz and diamonds are mainly translucent and sparkly I’ve used images ive taken with my crystal ball using it as a lens to see through rather than focussing on its colour.

The crystal Ball causes refraction and turns the World up side Down

And because i feel i have gone completely of topic I have also included a moving image I took of my crystal ball and a tree with my 3D – 35mm camera which has 3 different lenses that simultaneously capture 3 different images of 3 different perspectives of the subject and when combined appear 3d.

Have a great week everyone

Sunday Stills Challenge #daylight Black and white.

I’m participating in Terri’s Sunday Still Challenge. This week is Daylight- Black and White.

Here in Australia it is Autumn. The days are getting shorter although the weather is still quite warm and people are still out enjoying the beach.

I actually took these photos this week for a 52 Week Project I am doing . This week the theme was “activity” after being unsuccessful capturing anything all week I returned to the beach yesterday and captured a few people engaged in different activities during the last few hours of daylight.

Captive Horizon

Its been weeks since the travelling restrictions have been lifted In Melbourne and We finally have freedom again. Initially Melbourne metro was under a strict 5km radius restriction due to COVID 19. I created a lot of photographic projects and did lots of learning during lockdown and when Melbourne’s restrictions eased to 25km radius on 19th October I investigated our 25km radius and realised that over half is  water as we live on a Peninsula. I was fascinated that the vast expanse of water was untouchable unless by boat or swimming and it was illegal for me to explore. The shoreline had become a border to contain us.

I was inspired to create a photographic response to this new law and decided to photograph the water at the beaches on the Mornington Peninsula within my 25km radius .

Though I find these water horizon shots soothing I’ve never shared them in the past unless they have a interesting feature like a boat or other unique feature to identify them.  I got out of my comfort zone and shot many for this project though also included boats and markers as I found them irresistible. 

Every day I went to a different beach starting at the PortPhillip Bay side and extending to the ocean and Western Port and in no particular order captured the horizon and water and added them to the evolving photograph of a digital collage of the Peninsula. 

Without the restrictions I wouldn’t have been motivated to do this project. The project eased the waiting of the restrictions being lifted and also served as an excuse to explore the area more. 21days and 21 photos later I created the A moving image of all the photos

To celebrate the restriction being lifted I printed the photograph and went to a beach outside my 25km and captured a photo of the photo aligned with the horizon And water in background .

Motion Marinade- The Project

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In 2012 I began seriously getting into digital photography and would take 20 to 30 photos to get the shot I wanted . Nothing like when I first started with a film camera and every photo was a different shot. Is because I have become lazy or a perfectionist the reality is I don’t delete photos and have thousands of photos on sd cards and hardrives which are organised in dates which had become forgotten.

In 2018 when I was going through the photos and saw the slight movement between the photos ( I actually thought I’d discover motion pictures. Lol) I decided to join them altogether to make little slideshows.Whether it was nostalgia of looking at my children when they were younger and reliving the times I bribed them to be in my crazy photos it gave me the motivation to organise and make more videos and Motion Marinade the project began. I have since become obsessed with creating these videos that are a cross between a stop motion Slideshow Or a pixilation which I have most recently been informed of while doing an animation course. From stop motion to time lapse I have attempted them anything that is essentially a photograph with motion I explore now I have realised I can attach them on here I’ll be sharing more.
This was the first moving image I created from photos I took of my daughters In 2014 A Fairy Tale. I have so many more videos old and new that I’ve created and I’m also currently making a short film that I’ll be releasing later this year.

Enjoy

Zoe x

Rain Drops -A Moving Image

While in lockdown my backyard has become a Sanctuary a place to retreat and observe and immerse in the wonderful details of nature I have taken a lot of photos and Moving  Image  videos throughout the pandemic.

This particular morning I looked out my kitchen window It had just rained the sky was clearing and the sun was rising and the tree was covered in raindrops which were glistening. I couldn’t quite capture what I saw though it was truly magical  . I proceeded to explore some more and was particularly attracted to the drops on a leaf the suns rays made it glow a brilliant white. Below is a video of the magic raindrop and some photos.

enjoy

Zoe x

 

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